Hello to all.
I just don't feel up to posting. I am in a rather foul mood and can't think of anything nice to say... *sigh*
There are problems on another site I am on and I seem to be in the middle of it. So, thinking that people are as nice and forgiving and accepting as me, I posted something I now realize I shouldn't have... people took it wrong and they blew it out of proportion. *throws up hands* Guess I won't work so hard to make life better for them, now. I hate that. I love to do things for people and make people laugh... and when it is thrown back in my face, I don't take it well. Needlesstosay, I have commitments there so I have to go back and I can't just take a hiatus for a week and let everything blow over, so to speak. So, I will just post here about how silly people can be and I hope that they get over their swollen head and tender feelings and we can get on with our lives again. *sigh*
The upside is that I discovered the more upset about something the better my writing is. One of my better posts of all time was written in response to her 'Chani, not to be mean or anything' posts. I guess that I will just have to keep my mouth shut over there and not post anything that could be misconstrued by anyone. *sigh* (Which is very frustrating... takes me longer to really 'think' things out before I post and instead of making it better, it just upsets me more that I have to be that 'careful' about what I say.)
Ahh well, there isn't much I can do anymore about it. Ranting here is good, though.... helps me 'get over it!' faster. So, thank you all for your listening ears and for your friendships... I am so looking forward to Saturday and our next 'chat'.
I just don't feel up to posting. I am in a rather foul mood and can't think of anything nice to say... *sigh*
There are problems on another site I am on and I seem to be in the middle of it. So, thinking that people are as nice and forgiving and accepting as me, I posted something I now realize I shouldn't have... people took it wrong and they blew it out of proportion. *throws up hands* Guess I won't work so hard to make life better for them, now. I hate that. I love to do things for people and make people laugh... and when it is thrown back in my face, I don't take it well. Needlesstosay, I have commitments there so I have to go back and I can't just take a hiatus for a week and let everything blow over, so to speak. So, I will just post here about how silly people can be and I hope that they get over their swollen head and tender feelings and we can get on with our lives again. *sigh*
The upside is that I discovered the more upset about something the better my writing is. One of my better posts of all time was written in response to her 'Chani, not to be mean or anything' posts. I guess that I will just have to keep my mouth shut over there and not post anything that could be misconstrued by anyone. *sigh* (Which is very frustrating... takes me longer to really 'think' things out before I post and instead of making it better, it just upsets me more that I have to be that 'careful' about what I say.)
Ahh well, there isn't much I can do anymore about it. Ranting here is good, though.... helps me 'get over it!' faster. So, thank you all for your listening ears and for your friendships... I am so looking forward to Saturday and our next 'chat'.
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